WHEN I'M GOOD, I'M VERY GOOD,
BUT WHEN I'M BAD, I'M VERY BAD.

ILLICIT AFFAIRS

IT'S NOT ALWAYS A PERFECT FAMILY PORTRAIT FOR EVERYONE.

trigger warnings: mentions of cheating/infidelity, abuse, suicide, and death/murder.


circa 1995 :// mercedes mendoza lived a simple life in the province of cebu, helping with running their family's farm. she wanted to focus herself in returning the favor to her parents for raising her as the brilliant woman that she is. until she met juanito sandro, the man who was able to sweep off her feet and melt the ice that has long inhabited within the remnants of her heart. being involved in romance weren't in her books, but for sandro? she's willing to give anything. things went smooth and she fell deeper into him, with no way of getting herself out of the sinkhole she got herself in. she swore to herself that sandro will be the first and last man she'll fall in love with, for he became everything to her. their romance eventually gave birth to a woman, they named elysia, and from there, they envisioned an image of a perfect family with their unica hija, or so she thought.circa 2000 :// time flied so fast and their first born's already growing along with them, but the image they have depicted in their minds were eventually shattered in the lens of mercedes - when she finally discovered the deceit that hides behind juanito's sweet, gentleman-like facade; a fact that she herself couldn't fathom - that she wasn't the only woman in his eyes. and that juanito sandro is not really juanito, but in fact a man named mikael lewis who hides in such alias. everything fell apart from there, but then how could she escape when she'd madly, crazy, and completely in love with him. she felt betrayed - that the promise of forever he swore he'll share with her is a shared vow between two women. what even saddens her is that in the picture of them three, she's the one depicted as a mistress - but did she have a clue when the man presented himself completely different from what he is?

circa 2002 :// things turned into a turmoil with all the revelations, especially with juanito coming out that his ties with celine was forced and out of the latter's obsession. despite knowing the possibility that such would be another lie, mercedes chose to believe him. (what can she do,she herself doesn't want to lose in this game). and when she thought she'll finally get her happy ending as juanito decides to cut the knot with celine, it costs them another tragedy. with celine unable to accept the fact that juanito's breaking free from her, she deided to end her life. next thing that shattered mercedes was the fact that celine and juanito also had a girl.and there came selena.circa 2003 :// juanito, now fully embodying himself in his real identity as mikael with the death of celine, this marked as a new start for him and mercedes. whilst selena would remind mercedes of celine, she didn't have a choice but to welcome her in the family picture. ever since, selena never received any form of affection from mercedes, even though she tried her best to get her approval. the new boy, hugh owen, got even more attention than she does, especially from mikael. behind the portrait of a happy family hides a story of an neglected child, all screaming for validation, and to be accepted and looved, just like elysia and owen.circa 2012 :// just when everyone thought that the mendoza-lewis family had finally reached the level of peace and stability that many other families would grew envious of came another nighmare, especially for mercedes. mikael isn't really a man of honor after all, as he couldn't keep his hands for himself and still see other women. him being a notorious cheater was another big revelation and heartbreak for mercedes - and from there, things have worsened, even more chaotic than what happened in 2002 (ironically, just ten decades after).

circa 2012 (cont.) :// mercedes wanted to dissolve and disappear after feeling betrayed for the second time. just as people predicted that the world's ending by this date, but then for her, it felt like the world's completely gone. she endured sleepless nights consumed by anxiety and insecurity- always asking herself, wasn't i enough? these had her completely in array, which led to nights where endless arguments were served in the table, and eventually into an exchange of fists, which left not only a scar in her heart, but also to her, physically.
selena, during that time, wanted to comfort her mother, and so when she witnessed with her own eyes her father's infidelity, she made herself a witness, thinking that if she sided with her mother, mercedes, she would finally see her worth. but such act infuriated mikael, which ended up to selena being assaulted. wanting to defend herself had her seeing blood in her own hands then witnessing her father losing his life right before her eyes. it was unintentional, she just wanted to protect herself.
elysia was then a witness of the horrid night, seeing her little sister completely in fright and drowned in tears. selena didn't want to be considered as a sinner, so someone has to be their scapegoat. luckily, with their influence, someone had to pay for her sins.
if things were tough for mercedes, the pain was much heavier for selena, a poor child who just wanted nothing but to be cherished with love. and so when she wanted to ended her own life just like celine, elysia was there to comfort her, prevent her from doing such acts.
and so she was asked to run away, grabbing a few funds from her dead father's pockets, telling her to start a new life. maybe love for her wasn't meant to be found within the four corners of her so-called home, not even in mercedes.
and that night concluded the chapter for selena, and a brand new start for her new persona.
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BEHIND THE CROWN THAT SHE HAS TO BEAR.

circa 2014 :// after running away from home, she was proclaimed dead, and not even mercedes gave a damn about losing her. while mercedes moved on with elysia and hugh back to cebu, selena was adopted by a family who was yearning for a child. through her foster mother, adaline lee, was the first she felt real love after being deprived for ages. perhaps, she could now fit herself in an image of a happy family, just what a young child always wished to have. and so this gave birth to her being as guin adelle lee, the princess of the lee household.

circa 2020 :// with therapy received through her foster parents, selena, er guin, or now known as gigi, has grown to a fine young woman, completely moving on from the dark past she had. (although it would still haunt her from time to time, but she has learned to muster it). now as a young adult, comes the pressure of being the next face of the lee's, as the heiress they want her to be. despite enjoying the treatment that she has right now, the woman inside her yearned of something more simple, instead of bearing the weight of the crown they want her to carry. her own interests led her to conflicts with the household, especially her dad, and then she was given a choice to prove herself, which was a challenge she gladly take. she could be the same guin adelle lee that everyone will look up to by her own efforts, without the family's influence, and so her decision to finally be an independent woman. luckily, she was able to have some funds with the help of her mom and the money she embezzled before from her dad that made her buy her own property in makati.

circa 2021 - present :// having to be independent whilst experiencing the heaviness of lockdowns caused by the coronavirus was indeed a tough chapter for gigi. at times, she wanted to take back her words and just went along to being their family's tycoon, but then again, this was the decision she made for herself. this is how gigi ended up doing online activities. when netizens noted that she can do content for an adult streaming site, gigi had to resort to doing such, just to make a living of her own. brands also soon discovered her, which marked the start of her modelling career as well. with the funds that she raised for herself, she was able to finally afford pursuing her studies in marketing, while still doing her sidelines. albeit a tough ride, gigi's able to finally make a name for herself, and she's about to do more not only for herself, but to pay back adaline for all the love and attention she had poured to her.but then, she reconciles with her late sister, elysia when she recognized her in one of the ads, since she also worked for the media.


about the writer :// hi! you may call me ruan. i actually don't engage much ooc to ooc so i wouldn't disclose much details here but just a few notes/guidelines. please be noted that i operate in twitter (only for gigi), discord (with other muses mentioned in this carrd), and instagram (for gigi only). expect slow activity/responses especially in dms, because admittedly, i might be on and off from here, since op might be so occupied with ooc events, hence pressure in replies/activity wouldn't be tolerated (however, you can bump me if i miss out on our interactions, because my attention span's small). some personal notes? op's a huge gamer so you can tag me along to play games with you. dms are open as well for feedback.DNF: if you;re uncomfortable with highly nsfw content. (gigi tends to post sexual stuff and taboo themes). minors are also not allowed to interact with gigi or the op. basic dnf criteria.


SELENA GUIN ADELLE LEE

behind the playful little vixen.


full name.   guin adelle lee. selena lois lewis
also known as.   gigi/guin/gi/gianna/adi (mostly used in the household).
date of birth + age.   30 / 10 / 2000. 24살.
gender + pronouns.   she/her.
orientation.   heterosexual.
occupation.   marketing major (currently in her final year). go-getter of any gigs (dancer for bars, performer for events, etc). game streamer and onlyfans content creator.
current home.   makati city, philippines.
faceclaim.   giselle (aespa), yunjin (lsfm), natty (kiof), kang inkyung (erotic model).
personal notes:
- personally avoids gore/bloody content as these are triggers to what happened in her past.
- almost nobody knows about her identity as selena and she's completely uncomfortable talking about it.
- easily get tilted, mostly during games, especially when things do not go in her favor.
- her thirst traps is her mode of showing appreciation for her own body (aside from attracting men).
- whilst most would easily conceive her as an easy woman due to the nature of her work and her being "active", she actually just doesn't give in to advances. she would only engage in such if they also looked as decent / fits her type.

- pretty much impulsive with spending, especially with shopping new clothes, new toys, and gaming credits.
- another misconception of her is just her being stick to her sultry image, but she's also a playful girlie, especially towards her close peers.
- she's the type to easily get touched/flattered even when showed little acts of service / affection. (given her past wherein she has been long deprived of such, so it's hard for her to accept things at first, but she's welcoming it, a lot! ) it's actually her love language, next to gifts and quality time! ironically, physical touch is at the end of the list, despite being active.
- aside from gaming, she really loves travelling or going into places.
- also has a secret interest in writing, but she's never confident with her pieces. (she was a campus journalist during high school and during the first year of college!)
- can be pretty much vulnerable and emotional ( still linked to what she has experienced in the past ) and still has trust and commitment issues.
- always persistent on getting and achieving what she wants. a go-getter especially when an opportunity lands her way.
- when she gets comfortable towards someone, that's only her prompt to show her more loosened version.
- pretty much vain / takes selfies whenever she can.
- actively smokes, but through vaping only.
- biggest pet peeve: being disorganized, misogynistic remarks, people who think too highly of themselves, indecisiveness especially when going out for meals, tardiness/sudden change of schedules without notice, and bad beliefs (especially in politics).

playful.   kinky.   talkative.   wanderlust   pretty much vain.   flirtatious   alcoholic   smoker.   adventurous.   fashionable.   independent.   persistent.   straightforward.   chaotic.   organized.


THE TIES.

WHO'S CONNECTED TO OUR VIXEN?


Disclaimer: FACECLAIMS USED ARE NOT REPRESENTATIVE OF ACTUAL PERSONS. THESE ARE ONLY USED IN THE PORTRAYAL OF BELOW CHARACTERS FOR RP PURPOSES. IN ADDITION BELOW NAMES ARE ONLY FICTIONAL CHARACTERS AND DO NOT REPRESENT ACTUAL ENTITIES/PERSONS.

about elysia :// NAME: ELysia mitchelle mendoza-lewis. AGE: twenty-nine. birthdate: september 27, 1995. occupation: head producer in a rising media company working on reels for engagement, short films and films to be aired on different platforms/or in partnership with local tv networks. sexuality: bisexual, no lean. single-ship only.overview :// elysia had always been the older sister that gigi had cherished, because she was the only one who sided with her especially when she needed it the most. even when they reconciled at the present, she still sees her as the same, however, considering their current identities, she couldn't be open of their connection. right now, elysia is just being introduced as one of gigi's closest friends and her sister figure. gigi has starred in some of the content that elysia had produced. personality wise, elysia is a little more reserved and a little more nonchalant than gianna, and is more independent and refined, having to bear the image of the eldest and a role model to howl.for plots with elysia, she's available only on discord!

about howl :// name: hugh owen mendoza-lewis. howl was derived from the initial of his first name, first two letters of his second name, and initial of his last name. age: twenty one. birthday: july 25, 2001. occupation: intermediate financial analyst at a global banking company based in the philippines and book-keeper of the family's farm operations. sexuality: bisexual (male lean), demiromantic. not certain yet if he'll be multi or single-shipped.overview :// howl is the youngest of the siblings. he grew up as a free-spirited man with a happy-go-lucky personality, and has always been known for his proficiency in mathematics. during gigi's childhood years, they weren't that close as much as she was with elysia, and howl has no idea that gigi was her late older sister. gigi just discloses herself to him as elysia's close friend. she got acquainted with him during college as he was one of her juniors in the organization they both joined.for plots with howl, he's available only on discord!

about mercedes :// name: mercedes alliah mendoza. single mom for elysia and howl. currently based in cebu, spearheading the mendoza's farm operations.overview :// excluding how she disregarded selena/gigi as her own considering that she was the other woman's offspring, mercedes was a loving mother to elysia and howl, especially after the ruckus that happened with juanito/mikael. she made sure that with the absence of juanito that she could still embody the role of being both a mother and a father to elysia and howl. the trauma she had with her late lover/ex-husband had her pushing to be more independent and just focus on what she has right now. at the back of her mind, she would still wonder if she should've showed more love to selena. after all, it was not entirely her fault how it all went wrong.

about juanito/mikael :// STATUS: DECEASED. NAME: JUANITO SANDRO SOLOMON/MIKAEL SONG-LEWIS mikael was a man of mixed races (korean, american and filipino), considering his dad was purely korean and his mom was filipino-american. he was a retired military officer before he decided to just help with his mom's business in the philippines. linked to the merger between a business partner, mikael was forced to be wed with celine, whom he failed to actually harbor feelings for. he then decided to make a new identity and conceal himself when he went to cebu and met mercedes, whom he "genuinely fell in love with."overview :// at the back of his seemingly sweet gentleman-like image hides a persona of a notorious womanizer, taking advantage of his good looks and charm to attract several woman. albeit mercedes was considered his true love, his itching and sex drive has him looking for solace into others. he also developed severe drinking habits and has always been problematic with his anger management issues.

about celine :// STATUS: DECEASED. NAME: CELINE KWON/KWON SAERI. the other woman in the picture. in fact, she was not considerably the mistress in technical terms, as she was the first one to marry mikael. kwon saeri was the inheritor of the company that has urged to be business partners with the company being ran by mikael's family. however, in return of the business relations, a wedding has to be arranged between mikael and celine. prior to the arrangement, mikael and celine were best friends, and celine had the feelings for him. she knew it was unrequited, but her obsession for him has gone haywire that she had to find ways to make him hers, and that is through the wedding. when she found out about mikael and mercedes, it shattered her apart and hurt her pride.. being the territorial woman she is, if mikael couldn't be hers, then she'd rather die.overview :// celine was selena/gigi's late biological mother. the reason why she named the unica hija as selena because she initially wanted her to be alike her. although she truly loved her daughter, she wasn't able to show it that much because she was more fixated to putting her claim on her husband.

about adeline :// NAME: ADELINE LEE/LEE AHYEON. a korean who has lived in the philippines and has turned into one of the locals. active church member. loving wife to matthew park/park seokgu. currently the chief financial officer of an it-solutions-focused company based in the philippines with operations extended to korea and worldwide.overview :// in contrast to mercedes, adeline actually served as the mother figuire to selena/gigi. perhaps it was driven by her yearning to have another child after suffering the loss of her first born. as she's incapable to give birth afterwards, she decided to opt for adoption and connected with selena. from there, she devoted herself to make selena/gigi her beloved daughter, and even named her to something that's close to her, hence gigi's second name being adelle.

about shaun/sasha :// NAME: SHAUN AUSTIN LEE/LEE SEONHO//SASHA. birthday: september 22, 2000. occupation: model, influencer, occasional drag performer (rampa and ohbarr). sexuality: gay. multi-ship.overview :// albeit the same age as gigi, shaun was adopted two years after gigi was welcomed into the lee's, as they wanted a male companion to gigi. shaun is in the same industry as gigi being a co-model through her alter-ego, sasha. she also carries the alias whenever she performs as a drag queen in some bars. gigi and sasha/shaun has to hide this from their foster parents, considering that this will not be accepted, especially by their foster dad. however, adeline got to discover about her alter-ego and remains supportive about it.for plots with shaun/sasha, he's available only on discord!

about tobiAS :// NAME: tobias raphael yu.overview :// the doctor who lives next to gigi. they had a funny encounter at first when she first moved but soon this developed into a closer bond as they hang out together. on an occasional basis, she would just send him random tiktoks and memes because they both have the same algorithm when it comes to funny contents.

placeholder xx :// soon to be establlished!!
overview :// soon to be established!


# PRE-ESTS!

BEGIN YOUR STORY WITH GIGI!


status: open.   co-modeling peeps! people that gigi is acquainted with in the industry.
status: open.   the confidant: a person that is both connected to gigi and elysia. initially sent by elysia to investigate about gigi by befriending her. however, this eventually evolves into a genuine connection. this person will be a trio with gigi and elysia! platonic only!
status: open/ongoing   neighbors (1/4): people who got close to gianna because they're living in the same community/condo.
status: open   gigi's ex-boyfriend: male only, with nsfw themes. nothing went wrong, it was all perfect, it was just two people falling out of love and decided to just conclude things from there. but was it real an end when they're still connected, doing some things that they do before, spend nights together, even though the feelings are completely gone?
status: open.   gigi's childhood friend as selena. any gender, but female preferred: the only person that knows about gigi even from her past persona aside from elysia. considered as one of her closest because they have always been her safe space. they lost contact when she had to leave her identity as selena behind, but got reconnected during her late high school years.
status: open   friends with benefits/fuck buddies. *just people that gigi engages for the fun, but also develop close ties with, of course, with limitations and stuff discussed beforehand.

status: open   summer fling. it was just one of her vacations to finally escape from the urban clutters of manila, but little did she know she'll also meet someone who'll spark the fire in her in such a brief time? it was sweet, yet fleeting, and it has to end there.
status open   college besties (0/3) the people who made her college life really bearable and memorable. could be people from the same course, same university, or just within the university belt that she met during college.
status: open.   family friends (0/3). the lee's have been known to be sociable, especially in their community and it's no wonder that they get their kids acquainted with the other families they are close with.
please feel free to discuss with me via dms for other ideas we can plot together!notes: plotting style can vary, but can do lengthy/novella to semi-literate, can adjust accordingly! strictly no one-liners please when plotting!